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Monday, October 09, 2006

To the girl:
i thought i was over you... hell i know im over you but why does my heart break everytime i think of you? why do i feel sad and hurt everytime i hear your name or anything about you? you told me that we were not to be and i understood and accepted it.. you said we could still be friends and i agreed to be always there for you should you ever need me. i treat u more than a friend even now but why must you treat me like that? i dont deserve it.. heck ive done nothing to you to deserve this shit. ive always been the first to hear ur problems. ive always been there to cheer you up when you were down. been supporting you with all my heart and soul... heh, apparently its not worth it is it? you dont even treat me like a friend now. you think you are but your actually treating me like some stranger who your trying to avoid. im really disappointed in you girl. just remember you would still be the insecure person after having your feelings played out had i not been there to support you. im very disappointed girl,very.

To the guy:
i thought you were my best friend. always being there for each other.. but after these past few months.. bro u changed a hell lot.. heck i dont know you anymore. that was until i heard about some rumours about me liking your girl. i was kinda surprised but all the same i kept quiet till i couldnt take it anymore. that night i told u to meet me and i told u straight in the face everything that i kept in my heart about the rumours. i thought that it was all over after the incident. heh, but fat hope it was still the same. you still being the changed person that i dont know anymore. i have no idea why you keep acting like your trying to avoid me but through these few months i've come to realise one thing, and that is all these wouldnt have happened if you did actually trust me. im kinda hurt by it all. It isnt really fun going to school and seeing you acting that way. and honestly thats one of the reasons why i've not been going. i just didnt wanna see the way u were acting. Its really disappointing to see you acting this way towards me when i've done nothing wrong towards you. You didnt like me smoking so i stopped for your sake as well as for Cal's. As far as im concerned, i havent done anything wrong towards you so my conscience is clear. If you still wanna treat me the way you are, i really cant stop you. All i've gotta say is.. man ill still treat you as my pal no matter what. but if your distrust of me carries on our friendship with each other will be gone down the drain. If it makes you happy, hell, ill even stop being your friend. So bro, just think about it ok?

Okay all that was my feelings straight and honestly true from my heart. i hope those people im talking about are reading this. cuz its really hurting to be treated that way, yeah. You guys know who you are and i dont wanna say so i shall not name any names. Anyway today's been an extremely long day and im very tired.. shall post tmr. nights.

-cheers guys-

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