have you ever stop
and discover
the little things around you
they are there
but nobody realise it
and until somebody does ...
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i dont know. i seriously dont. im totally mixed up now. i guess im not totally over you yet... maybe i am. I DONT KNOW! WHY THE HELL DO I STILL FEEL THAT ACHING PAIN INSIDE EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT YOU WHILE AT THE SAME TIME PART OF ME REFUSES TO CARE. EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT YOU BEING WITH THE GUY YOU REALLY LIKE, IT REALLY CUTS ME DEEP. Everytime i see you.. i put on an act to let you see that im totally over it.. but i actually am not.. heh. i really wanna tell and show you how i feel.. but dare not for fear of scaring you off.. ARGGHHH. CAN SOMEONE ANSWER ME WHY! WHY THE HELL IS IT THAT WHOEVER WE LOVE ISN'T THE ONE THAT IS MEANT FOR US?!?! sigh.. you've won. i cant take it anymore.. but bear this in mind you'll still be my very close friend no matter what. i wish you luck with whoever you go for now..
-beaten and frustrated-
whispers at
2:12 AM
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soccer
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GOD